The question I am pondering today is:
How much suffering will my pain cause?
I believe there is a psychological component to a migraine attack that is beyond my control, logic, or rational thinking. When my attacks are too painful to bear, I lose all sense and reasoning. Being alive becomes torture.
It is like the losing of one’s mind due to extraordinary pain.
I just wish I didn’t have to suffer like this, *along with* the pain I experience. The pain is bad enough. And yet it comes with crushing depression as well.
And then, it is so strange… how once the pain subsides quite a bit, I am able to think more clearly again. Feel hopeful again.
There should be a study on this! (Or if there is already, comment with the link!)