I wish I could read my own mind today. I wish my body could verbalize what exactly it’s looking for to get better. I am so drained. I am worn out from searching for answers. 13 years have passed and I still get migraines every week. 13 years have passed and I don’t know what my triggers are. Am I doing something wrong?? All of my tests have come back “normal” so far. I have no answers. The not knowing is crushing my heart today. I just wish I knew what to do to get better. Part of me wants to accept the idea that maybe I’m just broken beyond repair. I haven’t tried every supposed “cure” in the world, but nothing seems to affect me. I’ve been on this Migraine Diet since I was in the ER at the end of August, but nothing has changed. I have good days and bad days and awful days. Now I’m drained. I feel like it’s okay to admit that. I’m tired. I need a break.